The Sacrificial Lamb!
- Paranormal Activity: The Truth Seeker
- Oct 8
- 22 min read
We all make plans for life but ‘life plans' seldom work out. Do you ever wonder if life has a different plan for you? You may be surprised'!😀
In my work with 'angel numbers', I discovered that astrology, numerology and palmistry may contain a ‘different (the universe) blueprint (Higher Purpose!)' of your life. ‘Angel numbers’ are called synchronicity messages’. Seeing 'Angel numbers' equates to 'universe guidance towards something better'. The process is called as 'spiritual awakening'. This is where ‘the universe and the individuals' presumably connect! If you choose to follow 'numbers guidance', your life is supposed to change!
I started work on this website in Feb' 2021 after experiencing 'spiritual awakening' in Nov’ 2017. In my previous blogs, I have mentioned several reasons for 'my awakening'. One of them was the disconnect of the mind from the heart. My mind had followed the path of the heart all its life but the path led it to a complete collapse. This is where my mind took over! 'Spiritual awakening' showed me path of the head leads to an unfulfilled life. It, in stead, hinted '@the path of spirituality'. I decided to follow the ‘Angel numbers’ and aligned ‘my mind to path of the heart and spirituality’.
‘Spiritual awakening’ is a life changing experience but change may be different for different people. I feel much better today than in 2012 (when my life began to unravel) or the end of 2017 (start of my ‘spiritual awakening’) but my life didn't change as I had expected. It could be because of my mind (it has a point!).
‘Angel messages’ are extremely positive with an uplift influence. In the 'past eight years there were times' when my life might have changed. Most of 'the untested possibilities' required my mind to adjust to a new career/life. My mind was open to career/ life change in couple of instances but not in the others. The opportunities where it was open were closed the moment I decided to go for them. The case where I was starting out ‘life as a 16 year old’, my mind did not agree to career/ life option.
In 'spiritual world' it takes time as things are not obvious immediately.
According to psychic Joanne Walmsley 'In order to awaken your true life’s purpose you need to be ready to accept ‘change’. Change may come in the form of a change in consciousness, a change in belief-sets and/or thought-patterns, a distinct career change, a change in lifestyle choices'.
She is 'absolutely' correct. I tried it all and more over the past '8 years of my spiritual awakening'. If you hold degrees in physics, math and computer science, your mind doesn't accept every other profession as 'viable career option'. It may be 'genetic’ too. Societal / family and personal expectations all add up the pressure. Psychics will you to 'follow your own path' and not let anything get to you!
When I accepted ‘current change in career (6) years ago in the middle of spiritual awakening', I was not in the best state of mind. Awakening had contributed (side-effect) to 'lots of confusion' in my mind. I had already been w/o job for few years (more on it later..). 'Awakening' pointed me to a 'fresh start'. I took current jobs w/o putting too much thought into them.
Many people work in industry I do but based on my age, education and the cost of living, these jobs were not the best fit. But, when you are 'confused, broken and can't think straight', you make choices you won't consider 'normally'. I feel, it might be time to 'change' again.
It was 'spiritual awakening' that led me to 'my life path and destiny numbers'! It's quite amazing what I found by venturing into the 'land of palmistry, astrology and numerology'. It's mystifying to see 'life can actually be defined/controlled by bunch of lines on the palm of a hand or variables like day of birth, life path and destiny numbers?' Most people don't care much about that stuff. I, too, was like them until 'awakening which led me to what I know today and things like family enmeshment'.
To put it succinctly, 'family enmeshment' is bad. It's a 'force' that can wipe out an entire family. My family suffers from it! 'FE' is a family dynamic where boundaries are unclear, leading to excessive emotional reliance and involvement between family members. In an enmeshed family, individual needs and identities can be overshadowed by a strong unhealthy sense of family closeness. It's characterized by a lack of emotional and physical distance where members feel overly responsible for each other's emotions and well-being. (For details, pls refer to my blogs on 'Family Enmeshment')
Family Enmeshment is bad but 'soul ties’ are a complete disaster…
What if one is born into 'family enmeshment and/or worse soul ties'?...
I was born March 29th (an Aries) with 'life path and destiny of 3/3' which shortly after birth morphed into '3/9' due to 'name change in consultations with a spiritual leader'. People with destiny '9' or it's influence (name change) can suffer from 'FE'. I strongly feel 'FE is the reason behind my day of birth (March 29th ----> 'spiritual awakening', life path (3) and destiny (3/9)' (more on it later!).
My 'awakening' has taught me many things. One of them is ‘thoughts create reality. Actions have consequences'. If 'my thoughts' were allowed to create 'reality’, I won't be where I am today! I have learnt while thoughts create reality most of the time, what if, 'fate as written in numerology, palmistry and astrology ends up defining life'? In such case, 'thoughts matter but an unidentified force ends up controlling the strategic version of the life'. A force has helped shape my life as it exits today!
After ‘eight years into spiritual awakening’, I am realizing hardest option to live life might be of
‘Spiritual leaders’ who simplify life and choose 'life of service to the God'. This requires lots of sacrifice.
The second hardest option in life is of people who choose to live life like most people do (wife, kids and home) with religion and spiritually as part of their day to day life
The easiest option is to live life for oneself only.
Is 'life pre-determined'?...
Psychics believe so! Is it true with everyone? I don't know the answer to that question but it's come alive in my case.
As I started www.divinesoulpurpose.com (4) years ago, I told a friend of mine I was going to build something that shares my experience with 'repeat numbers aka angel numbers'. I began to see 'angel numbers' @the end of 2017 the moment I decided to leave for California for the 2nd time. My first move to California over '2 decades' ago wasn't my choice.
Life so far including 'spiritual awakening'...
I have shared my ‘life story’ before. In short....I was a valedictorian student @my HS. When I was (18 -19) years old, I remember someone visiting our house. He happens to be a palm reader. On the request of a family member, he looked at the palm of my hand and made (3) predictions all of which ended up coming true decades later in my life. His predictions were
I'll follow in the footsteps of my older sibling and travel to 'the USA' for higher studies
I'll experience 'late relationship breakup'
I won't financially be the 'most successful member' of the family.
He ended 'his reading with weird look on his face' as if he saw something coming for me later in life.
I didn't care much about what he said. I had heard of 'astrology & palmistry' before but didn't know much about them. I didn't know if numerology even existed. I was young. After graduating from HS, I was accepted @ one of the topmost colleges in the country. I had a girlfriend. I was headed to 'USA' for higher studies😁
As predicted, I moved to 'the USA' and had my 'first breakups'. I completed 'MS degree in computer science' with close to 4.0 GPA. I immediately received a job offer and just as I started to settle in my new job with girlfriend, lightning struck! I ended up moving to California even when I didn't want to go! This led to my '2nd breakup'. Although my move to California 'catapulted career to unimaginable heights' in short amount of time but I was unhappy. I didn't like 'silicon valley' way of life.
Four years later, I quit 'my six figure job' and moved back to New England. Move to New England didn't go well for my career. I didn't make too much of it initially. 'Technology is an ever changing' field. To top it all, Boston and California are like day and night when it comes 'talent pool'. I had always liked New England. I wanted to build life here so I kept trying.
I came close to putting life together (again) in 2012 with job in a California company working out of Boston office while in serious relationship. Just as I thought I was there, lightening struck again! Within next couple of years, I, not only, ended up losing the job but also suffered '3rd breakup' (2nd prediction coming true)! The loss was too much for me. It pushed me into 'depression' which lasted for few years.
I decided to end it all by relocating back to California in Nov' 2017. This is when I experienced 'spiritual awakening through repeat/ angel numbers'. The numbers pointed to 'end of a cycle and start of new on a new path'. My research of 'angel numbers' led me to 'field of numerology (my life path (3) and destiny numbers (3/9))' and then to astrology.
It was all written there... Life path (3) stands for 'creative communication. It points to a career in arts, music, writing or teaching (and not 9-5 jobs!)'. Destiny (3) = inspire, motivate, heal and uplift people. Destiny (9) = To reach higher state of consciousness and help others reach 'spiritual awareness'. My 'day of birth' points to 'a career as a psychic or a healer'. This website www.divinesoulpurpose.com is the result of it.
I am about to complete '8 years of spiritual awakening'. This also marks '13 years of financial losses' (his 3rd prediction). When I compare my life to that of my friends and coworkers, I have been left behind not only in terms of career and financial gains but also life. I constantly remind myself while everyone had (7) cycles of life, I had 'one' (pls. refer to my blog on 'cycles of life' under the 'life purpose' section). 'Spiritual awakening' led me to the 'concept of the chosen ones'. My life feels a lot like them.
The 'chosen people' are not special. Their 'life path' includes accomplishing some 'higher purpose (/mission)'!
A 'Normal' life!...
A 'normal life' follows ‘7 cycles of life’ as explained in ‘the cycles of life’ article under the 'life purpose' section of this website. A new cycle begins @the age of 49. Some people start-over @49 while others continue with no interruptions. In general.... A child is born. He/she completes school/ college and enter 'real world' @the age of 21/23. They try jobs/ relationships for few years. They establish themselves by the end of 4th cycle of life (age 28!). 5th 'cycle of life (28-35)' is about getting married, having children, buying a house and 'settling into a place called home'. Some people are able to accomplish all this by the 'end of 4th cycle of life'. People spend the next 20-25 years 'building own family'. They retire @age 65-67.
Factors that could complicate life are families, friends, relatives, siblings and coworkers. Life can get messy @times. There could be several reasons for that...
Individual mistakes
People 'around' may make mistakes
Things go wrong because they were meant to wrong! (call it 'Fate'..)
Based on personal situation, some people may choose to 'start over' before the age of 49.
The Chosen Ones (The Sacrificial Lamb)!...
‘Chosen people’ wrestle through life (pls refer to my blog on ‘The chosen ones’), but then, many people have hard life (Life is not meant to be easy). I believe reason ‘chosen ones' may struggle more is because they are 'too nice'. They are 'born naive'. Their 'overall growth' may have been slow. In short, they are ‘ill fitted for the world’! 'The chosen ones' may have some unique personality traits like 'seeing angel numbers, signs like 'M and/or crescent moon' on the palm of their hand, challenging 'life path and destiny numbers' and 'spiritual awakening’'. I have both ‘sign M and crescent moon' on my palms) (pls refer to my blog on 'chiromancy meets numerology').
For the 'chosen ones', life may feel like an endless road of insults and humiliations.
Life of ‘chosen ones’ is split into two halves (1) Pre ‘spiritual awakening’ (2) Post ‘spiritual awakening’. Pre 'spiritual awakening’ life is = A life of betrayals!' It's considered 'the learning ground'. It helps them build empathy. This becomes foundation for the next chapter of their life.
From my experience, I feel, for 'life of chosen one' to begin @40, they may go through some 'life altering experience (trauma) @the age of 30' and lose few years in it. They experience 'awakening' few years later (@35). 'Spiritual awakening' is difficult and confusing. It may 'require destruction of old self (identity)' and start of 'new life on a new path (or spiritual path)'. Losing '5 years in spiritual awakening’ is quite normal and then you spend 'years building on the new path'. The 'chosen ones' may end up losing a decade or more of life in the process. Life before the ‘awakening becomes 0. You start over @40'. This still leaves them 27 years to build 'the new life'!
Although ‘spiritual awakening (/spiritual wisdom)' is good @any age (the earlier, the better!), I believe, 'awakenings' tends to get late after the age of 40 unless ‘new life path = spiritual path’. Awakening @40 means person won't start new life until 45. People don't hire 47 year old in jobs when they can hire 22 year old. Starting any 'business' requires capitol. Unless the 'chosen ones' have free money laying around (which they don't because of challenging 'life path & destiny'), taking risk is almost impossible. Awakening @30 and ‘fresh start @35' is doable.
According to 'cycles of life', 'normal life' should have all ducks lined up by the age of 35. If one doesn't, they may need an 'awakening'. My 'awakening' happened way past the age of '35'. If someone is an 'old soul', he/she may only have ‘(1) cycle of life (spiritual) as compare to (7) for others'. Imagine losing '5 years of life in spiritual awakening' @the age of 49 and then start all over again on a 'new path' while all your friends are busy planning retirement😁 How would that make you feel? The person may still 'start over' but he/she needs lots of help from the universe.
I consider 'fixing broken life' collaborative effort between ‘the universe and chosen ones'. The later the awakening (40-45-50 or beyond), the more the need for 'bigger role from the universe'. ‘Awakenings @40 or later may hold different meaning'. One can service humanity in10,000 ways!
Following ‘spiritual awakening’, many 'chosen people' reflect back @life. Most 'accept fate' as discussed in the ‘social media’. They
A. Surrender! (Let go of the past (don't look back!))
B. Change careers or stop looking for jobs altogether!
C. Learn to use 'gifts' (an understanding received through 'spiritual awakening')
D. Open ‘heart based service!'
Life of a 'chosen ones' @times feels like that of a 'sacrificial lamb' (A 'sacrificial lamb' has a literal and a figurative meaning. Literally, it refers to a lamb ritually killed as an offering to a deity. Figuratively, it signifies a person who is sacrificed, not literally, for the greater good or benefit of a cause or another person. This can involve enduring hardship, taking blame, or being used to appease others.
The 'chosen ones' aren't liked by very many people (not even their own family!). They are not timid and/or lack strength, they just don't 'misbehave'. They let others 'walk all over them'. They don't act strong! There were times my current life felt like settlement of old debts. So, I looked the 'karmic debt'. Mine came out ‘0'. Unlike my siblings, I should have been married (3 or 4) times. Every time I got close, something bizarre happened and I ended up back @0.
I am not asking 'chosen ones' to start acting carelessly lacking empathy, but feel, they need to 'stand up for themselves'. They need to learn to say 'No‘. They ought to set boundaries in every relationship! The chosen ones' need to figure out how the world works and create a place for themselves!
‘Chosen ones' are not to be underestimated!
I still see 'angel numbers' but not as often as when it all began'! It is possible 'my future life path is spiritual path’ or it may just be 'recurring fresh starts' (nomad) as I am beginning to see ‘angel number 123’ again. Conceptually, '123' makes sense. Another '123' at this stage would mean continuing on 'path of the heart with new line of work'. If your 'life path =3 or destiny 9', you juggle through many professions (multiple openings and closings) in a lifetime!
My mind is tired of 'fresh starts'! Fresh start was late '8' years ago. Now, it just seems crazy. In spirituality, 'anything is possible. Things happen in the divine time'!
Why does 'the wrong' keeps happening?...
I learnt through spirituality, ‘life is what we create. It's an extension of ourselves. Life is about happiness, peace and satisfaction'. My mind struggles with the idea that 'the universe keeps intervening in a life’ because it doesn't agree with the direction the life is taking? My mind accepts 'interjection' if the person is doing something wrong.
Life has ‘natural rhythm’ to it! It's supposed to go as outlined in the 'cycles of life' article under 'life purpose' section of this website. If 'flow is altered in anyway', it becomes difficult to get 'natural rhythm' back. If you 'tinker with life' too many times, you may end up causing 'irreparable damage'. People are then forced to make ‘choice’. Different people may choose different things. Some choose 'start over'.
In spirituality, 'experiences are arranged @the soul level. Everything happens for a reason'. You have to keep 'heart at the center any change' and the universe will find way to adjust.
I feel, if 'universe can arrange for challenging experiences, it can arrange for better ones' too. This is where life will begin to change Or If the person can find a ‘way to move forward late in life, they have shot @wiping out decades of bad karma by not returning back to an old life’. I tried to do exactly that by deciding to not move back to California (8) years ago! One thing to look for 'during change' is 'if your creative way’ gets rewarded by the universe or if 'the universe with ability to read thoughts moves in to close a path’.
When universe wants to help, it will 'open' new doors on you.
The universe controls 'Thoughts = Free Will'...
I am an educated (Bachelors in physics and MS in computer science) career oriented person. People with my education expect ‘successful career and financially stable life’ but 'astrology and numerology version of my life' foretell a different story of ‘no standard to a short career, financial ups and downs, breakups of all sorts of relationships', ‘spiritual awakening’ leading to a 'preset destiny'.
I have no presumptions that 'universe can read thoughts! I've tested this myself'!
If my thoughts were allowed to prevail, I shouldn't have gone to California the first time over (2) decades ago. In stead, I should have had 'spiritual awakening'. My day of birth, life path and destiny don't support 9-5 job/ career. My day of birth (march 29th) talks about 'spiritual awakening, connection/ surrender to higher forces and destiny'. My 'life path & destiny numbers point to a heart based service'. An 'awakening' over two decades ago would have saved me lots of time and put me on 'path to success'.
What I don’t know if I'd have paid attention to 'angel numbers' then🤔 You have to be 'broken before you get aligned'. Once you go through an experience like this, you are able to share it with 'the rest of the world' 😊 Over two decades ago, an 'unidentified force had read my thoughts'. It sensed I was on a 'path to create life of my own'. It intervened and moved me to CA. This way 'FE' found way to stay with me while 'spiritual awakening followed'. I have discussed the rest earlier in the blog.
‘Spiritual people' are disappearing from societies...
'Spiritual Awakening = Reset of the mind'. It's when the universe tries to replace individual thoughts with it's own through use of 'repeat numbers aka angel numbers'. The process may point you to a 'fresh start (or even new purpose of your life (soul's purpose))'!
Finding 'soul's purpose' takes time. This is hard on the mind. People build life based on education/ skillset but then 'mind experiences the spiritual reset'! In spirituality, 'everything happens for a reason'😊
It’s difficult for mind to understand losing 35-40-45-50 years of life for ‘the soul to grow’. Spiritual awakening tells you 'to let go of the past as past was full of issues’. Forward path (s) @40-45-50 involve (a) finding new career or (b) spiritual path. Both are not easy given age! Picking new career entails (a) flexibility of the mind and be able to find job late. Building 'career' takes time. Even if, one can find a job, that doesn’t mean everyone can do that job. 'Lightwork /spiritual path (s)' don't come with steady paycheck, 401k or health benefits.
I knew after 'my awakening' I couldn't go back! I had to find 'a way forward (/start over)'. After '8 years of spiritual awakening', I may be looking @fresh start again. '1 in angel message 123' is very important. Spend time thinking about 'next career move'. Choose 'wisely' or you may find yourself pondering another 'fresh start' again down the road.
I look @my life and it's not adding up. Spiritual Awakening' will explain 'your life was different'. That doesn't make things easier. I may have to play catch up with others and I may still not catch up. I am afraid 'my life' could go down as ‘the life lost'.
The 'chosen ones' are misunderstood. They get mistreated a lot. They are the ‘the misfits’ of this world. Upon ‘spiritual awakening' while some choose 'the spiritual path and become spiritual leaders', others quietly disappear from society.
Life’s Not Easy!...
My expectations of life were over simplified. I have an open mind and an open heart. I always thought 'if I was good to the world and did my job, everything will fall in place for me'😂 Life's actually very competitive. If you are not (life) smart enough, people (including family) will take advantage of you. If you don’t take care of yourself, things will be taken away from you once ‘resources get tight’. Life is a 'jungle'. You have to learn 'to survive'.
The 'chosen ones' are the 'black sheep' of the family! My family has been good to me all my life! They have been supportive throughout my life (maybe because I did what they told me to do!) except in 'one instance'. The problem arose when they tried to 'sacrifice me' for the survival of the rest.
'Spiritual Path = Surrender of 'Free Will''...
Spirituality is a ‘state of mind’. Once you accept 'spirituality as the core of your life', it will lead you on the path of a spiritual leader or 'destiny 9’. It also makes spiritual person 'impractical for real world jobs’. There’s nothing wrong with that. It’s an admirable thing to do! 'Spirituality’ will show you how universe can play out an entire life without the person knowing anything about it'😂
'Spirituality (/angel numbers)' has left its mark on me! I am not where I'd like to be but life sure feels better than a decade ago (need to work out few kinks!) 'Spirituality' explains you don't have to be wrong. Things go 'bizarre' for 100 other reasons. It's very important you understand this. It helps with 'moving on'. People respond to situations based on experience and/or information available them. The 'universe with it's ability to read thoughts can keep changing things on you until it gets what it wants'😁In the end, there are no 'easy paths’ in life. Inaction leads to nothing.
Energy Centers!...
I couldn't complete this blog without reference to 'energy centers'. The picture below shows 'spiritual human body energy centers'. For detailed role/explanation of 'individual energy centers', pls refer to the 'balancing mind, body and soul' writeup under 'life purpose' section of this website.
A 'balanced life' requires 'balanced energy centers'. 'Spiritual Awakening' helps restore the balance.
Don't mess with 'the chosen ones'!…
I’ll never wish 'ill' upon anyone! I don’t know why universe would even punish anyone if experiences are arranged @the soul level? It is possible I may have hurt these people in ‘my previous lives’ they acted with 'such vengeance' towards me in this life for no reason?
You can decide for yourself
To be a 'spiritual leader' or
To get out and go to work. Build life (marriage, kids, home) with religion or spirituality as 'part of it'
However, you choose to build ‘life’, keep an eye on the clock and the finances.
I hope ‘universe, people and the soul' got what they wanted from my life! I intend to pursue 'spirituality' for the rest of my life. My approach to it may differ slightly from others as I don't believe in ‘living life in hope the universe will fix all my problems’. ‘Seeing angel numbers and signs like 'M' and/or 'crescent moon' on the palm of hands’ has significance but I also believe 'God' has blessed us with brain, heart, soul, spirit, arms, legs and eyes. Maneuver them to solve challenges of life.
‘Chosen ones' have hard life but 'ultimate goal is to find way back into the real world'!
Spirituality tells us 'life is what we create'. I feel, life is what ‘people try to create and then things happen that can alter life plans!' Thoughts, emotions and feelings shape our reality (law of karma)’. We need to be cognizant of them at all times. Life you end up creating after 'spiritual awakening' won’t be the same as the normal (natural '7' cycles of life). There are things like 'fate or agreed upon soul experiences' (the wild cards) that are beyond our control. Our response to them could end up defining 'our destiny'.
'Spiritual awakening' is an abnormality in life! Before ‘my awakening’, I used to think choosing the right career and building family was 'the purpose of life'. After ‘awakening’, it felt ‘creating heart based service (this website)’ would do the job. Now, I feel it could be something different😀 However, you choose to handle ‘curve balls of life’, try to keep your motivation high and keep working.
In 'spirituality, we have everything we want inside of us’. Trust yourself to make ‘the right choices' for your life. It all depends on how you decide to look @spiritual awakening. There are those who 'start over on a spiritual path‘. Then, there are those who can’t in a traditional sense but make ‘adjustments'. In either case, you have to move on with life!
Final comments!...
I moved to 'the US' close to (3) decades ago. It's hard to leave own family/friends/ country and build new life in different country. Many people try it everyday in search of better future. I feel ‘guilty’ to be not doing the work I should be irrespective of 'life path'. I understand 'desires of the heart' but I haven't been able to accomplish it in (3) decades and it's not due to lack of effort. Most people build 'life' in that much time amount of time😊
Life was supposed to go the New England way or silicon valley way (if I had chosen to follow the ‘crowd’). Current way is the ‘numerology/ astrology/ palmistry’ version of life. I have learnt lot from 'spiritual awakening' but few things did not go as written in the 'numerology book or explained in Angel messages’. It could be numerology/ astrology or palmistry are not an exact science or maybe because my mind did not adjust to new career or it could be something else.
I look @my life and, feel, there were so many times 'either the universe or people in my life' could have intervened and tried to change the final outcome but it never happened. In the end, what is universe? Stars, their alignment, family, friends, coworkers, fate and experiences arranged @soul level😆 What is meant to happen will happen!🤔
If your 'destiny = 9', it'll feel like the world is against you..
‘Universal signs are not different from place of worship!' Nothing you read (angel messages) or hear (in the place of worship) is wrong. The question is if you can do the whole thing or parts of it. Anything you pick to integrate into your life will improve not only your life but also that of others around you.
I experienced 'spiritual awakening' @the time when my life had completely fallen apart. My mind had reached a 'break point'. It was upset @the people for 'messing it up'. It was ‘spiritual awakening’ that explained to me this was all 'part of a bigger plan'. Life's about finding 'balance' (relationships, friendships etc.) The same goes for reality (jobs) and intuition!
I am glad I had 'spiritual awakening'. It's an unbelievable teacher of life. It teaches us how to be better version of ourself. I am also glad I didn’t ’push for the life' I wanted! There was so much happening behind the scenes that I didn’t know. Sometimes, not getting what you want is actually a good thing😊
‘Spiritual awakening' is based on the concept ‘if you stay on the path of heart and do what it tells you do, the angels will work with the universe and wishes will come true’. I feel, if ‘awakening’ gets pushed to late age 45-50 or beyond then an alternative to it could be ‘an array of growth and prosperity experiences @the end of cycle’. This could prove to be 'big game changer’!
Life's hard. Success becomes easier if person has one or all of three things
a. A 'life path' that supports 'long and prosperous career’.
b. Supportive partner. This way when one person hits the roadblocks, other can step in to help.
c. Supportive family. The family can be huge help in difficult times.
The 'chosen ones’ struggle in all (3) areas. They have a 'destiny/higher purpose' but it only happens after ‘spiritual awakening’.
'Chosen ones' don't look for work!...
I feel, ‘universe' needs more direct channels of communication in order to speed things up! Sometimes, a 10 minute talk can help move things lot faster. Lots of people talk about meeting 'Angels'. I’d have loved to meet 'one' but it hasn’t happened yet. Losing decades life (time and money) 'pre spiritual awakening' in 30s, 40s or 50s followed by ‘start over' can easily turn into loss of a life. Psychics are an amazing group of people. Yet, 'God's will is God's will'!
‘Learn to cut losses quickly’! Focus on one thing could end up costing you more in the end. I am not insinuating ‘cutting losses and going for alternative can change fate’. By choosing to ‘not sit on one thing’, you keep making progress.
My story proves you can't change ‘fate'. I don't regret losing nearly (3) decades of life in New England (I followed my 'heart'). I don't regret 8 years of 'spiritual awakening'. I wanted to explore 'awakening' and I did that. I stand behind all my life decisions! I am not where I would like to be financially or in life but I have good health. I am not rich but I am financially independent. I am fully capable of new rebuild.
‘Family Enmeshment’ continues to be the ‘dominant force’ in my life to this day! Lot has happened to my 'birth family' over the years but 'an unknown force has somehow managed to keep it together all these years' (My birth family and the universe 'think alike' in so many ways😊!) The 'universe' didn't want me to go back to California '8' years ago (for the 2nd time!). I am not sure if it gave me a 'way forward in New England in the manner I expected it' (my expectations are not unreal!). I thought a 'fresh start, angel message sync up and heart based service' would do the trick🤔
This process has potential to work out if an individual is open to a 'fresh start (clean slate)' with 'every other option (career)' on the table! I mentioned @the beginning of the blog couple of opportunities my mind would have liked to explore over the past '8 years'🤔 It is possible 'universe tried to change the thoughts' of the others and couldn't do it.
Long time ago, when I was pursuing 'Masters in physics', I found 'quantum mechanics to be the hardest branch in physics because of the complex nature of the math problems (loops within loops)’. Now, it seems, life's problems are 'much more complex because of feelings, emotions, heart, soul (contracts), life before or after and higher consciousness'🤔
Whatever ‘your calling’ happens to be, find ways to support yourself until 'the new path becomes practical'. During my research, I came across many people who have chosen to pursue 'path of spirituality' with careers in medicine or law to support themselves. Pure 'spirituality based careers' mean light-working, psychics, healers, tarot card readers, astrologists, numerologists etc. (metaphysics)).
I haven't posted any short videos on spiritual awakening, family enmeshment or repeat numeric patterns on YouTube but it should not matter. Was my expectations of 'spiritual awakening' wrong? They were based from a book (or otherwise) and understood by watching YouTube videos.
Mind is not always wrong when put to good use (it’s helping me put ‘spiritual matrix’ together)😊I want to make 'peace with repeat numeric patterns'. I want this to end here and not get passed onto the next life. The question is if 'the universe' too agrees with me?
.jpg)
Comments