Lessons From Spiritual Awakening!
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The most important thing one can do during 'spiritual awakening is to keep calm and composure'. It's not going to be easy as 'spiritual awakening' is confusing and frustrating. It's an 'emotional roller coaster'. To remain calm is not only very challenging but also nearly impossible.
The next thing to do is 'to follow signs and see where they lead'? My 'signs' led to me to 'life path (3) and destiny number (3/9)’.
My 'spiritual awakening' began in Nov’ 2017 with the appearance of 'repeat numbers aka 'angel numbers''. I searched for the ‘angel numbers’ on the internet and started to read about them. People write lots of stuff under 'angel numbers' such as 'angels are telling you to speak the language of your soul. Have no fear. You are fully protected' etc.
I would urge people going through 'spiritual awakening' to use little caution. Feeling 'out of place' is a natural part of spiritual awakening. You may loose friends and coworkers. End relationships along the way. Make sure to not offend anyone. Be respectful to everyone.
The Universe Is Powerful:
I’ve a Bachelor in Physics and MS in Computer Science. I remember when I received visa to study abroad in the USA. Everyone thought my life got made including myself. (3) decades later, I am surprised @series of events that have unfolded and where I stand today. I have discussed my life story @greater length in other blogs (I won’t go into the details here).
I used to think ‘I was in control of my life'. That's not true. The (5) events that have shaped my life so far are all explained in numerology. They are ‘life path # (no standard 9-5 job/ career), day of birth (short career), spiritual awakening, Family Enmeshment and destiny'. I have always had plan in life. I am beginning to wonder if I am stuck in a ‘loop of nonstop fresh starts'?
I have spent last 8 1/2 years in ‘spiritual awakening’. My life of past (3) decades looks like 'bunch of bizarre coincidences' better understood by explanations of 'pseudoscience and angel numbers' than by 'own thoughts and actions'. An 'unknown force' capable of reading thoughts seem to intercept my life @critical life altering moments (1998, 2012, 2017, 2019, 2022 and 2025) preventing 'my thoughts from turning into reality' while leaving 'FE' the same (1998 - 2025 =-27 years ~(3) decades) (I have written a blog on 'FE')
I, like, psychics and the others find 'FE' very destructive. I don’t know why ‘anyone would want to create a family, tie them through ‘FE’, create insurmountable amount of toxicity that leads to 'unhappiness and possibly end of a family tree'? Could ‘FE’ be my destiny in stead as defined in ‘pseudoscience’? If it is, ‘FE’ could have been handled in many different ways.
Psychics ‘Logic’ Sounds Perfect:
Psychics and numerologists do wonderful job in explaining 'events of life but reading universe mind with100% accuracy is very difficult’. Human mind helps in interpretation of ‘repeat patterns called angel numbers’ but it can also become distracting. Psychics ask people to focus on ‘intuition than the mind'. Following mind alone (as opposed to heart and consciousness) can lead to a different path/ conclusion. That's why, it’s important to ‘follow the signs’ and see where they lead.
'Things can take a long time in the spiritual world’. It could because ‘karma/dharma, karmic debt’ are complex. In my opinion, there's general population. Then, there are psychics, numerologists and 'spiritual teachers' who explain things @the higher level. After that comes 'the grey area'. Spiritual realm stands past 'that huge grey area'.
My ‘spiritual awakening' began as I decided to leave for California for the 2nd time (my 1st move to CA was not 'my thoughts'). I understood from it my life has a 'higher purpose and awakening marked an end to cycle of life' and start of new on a new path'. I followed the signs (pseudoscience and angel numbers) but my life post awakening’ did not change in 2019, 2022 and 2025🤔
As I look @life today, I feel, ‘my awakening’ should have happened in 1998 based on my ‘life path and destiny numbers’. My 'life path and destiny numbers' do not support standard 9-5 job/ career. The second opportunity was in 2007-2008. It’d have helped in 2012-2013 as well. ‘Awakening’ in 2017 was (2) decades late. It came after tremendous loss to life and career.
It wasn’t easy to ‘accept loss initially’ but I decided to write ‘the period off’ as ‘pre spiritual awakening phase of life’. I started ‘new life on new path(s) post spiritual awakening’ in 2019 and took huge risks in both professional and personal life as understood by the signs. In stead of ‘expected change’, I began to see ‘repeat number 123 (fresh start) again after having spent 8 1/2 years in ‘spiritual awakening (like in 2017-2018)’'.
Everything I have learnt through ‘spiritual awakening’ makes sense. I am surprised my life did not fall in place ‘post spiritual awakening’ in 8 1/2 years😇 Before I do another ‘fresh start =123’, I’d like to know what went wrong with the previous ‘123’? Why would it take 8 1/2 years to get to it? Do I have time for another ‘fresh start’? What’d I even do @this stage? ‘Destiny = spiritual path’ + (1) of (3) missed opportunities in 2019, 2022 or 2025 would have solved the problem erasing ‘decades of bad karma and ending FE’. The other solution ‘destiny = spiritual path + FE’ does not ‘end FE’ (or does it?)🤔
‘Spiritual awakening’ has brought an important issue to my attention. The issue could have been handled in many different ways (again, what do I know😁). I wish there was an easy way to read 'the universe mind' with 100% accuracy. I'll just do what is asked of me.
If you have ‘destiny (9)’ or influence of it, you may experience multiple openings and closings in life. Downside of multiple openings and closings is you may not build anything strategic in life. To build something concrete, you need continuity.
How To Get Out Of It?
I learnt through 'spiritual awakening, I’ve been correct all my life with mind aligned with the heart’. Yet, I was unsuccessful @manifesting my ideal life🤔If you have a ‘higher purpose’, you may face the same problem. It's because 'life of a chosen one' doesn't s begin until ‘higher purpose/ destiny’ is revealed to you (makes sense?).
It's okay to ask ‘Why is my life like this’ (I have written a blog on the life of 'chosen ones')? How can I break out of this ‘cycle’? Starting 'new life on new path(s) (spiritual or otherwise)' in the 40s or 50s can get challenging because of age and lack of good opportunities. 'Spiritual path' makes sense but building life around ‘spiritual path’ is not easy. It can take a long time.
I am very thankful to ‘spiritual awakening’. I used to get frustrated with lack of progress in life. I was upset with certain people for messing things up in my life. 'Spiritual awakening’ has helped me get comfortable with it. I learnt in ‘spirituality', we don't control everything! Family, friends and coworkers are ‘experiences arranged by the universe for the soul to grow’. The only thing I think about is ‘the turn around?’👍
‘Spiritual Awakening is overwhelming’. It'' takes over your life! You could loose years into it before you figure things out (if at all). The purpose of 'spiritual awakening is not to confuse or leave people in a state of limbo'. It's to 'awaken/guide them to higher purpose (destiny or help someone)'. The outcome of my 'spiritual awakening' so far may not be what I expected but it has helped me in so many ways
Explain what had happened
Help get rid of ‘bad energy’
Restore 'balance' into the life
Fill life with ‘enthusiasm and optimism’
Return ‘passion for life’
Healing
I have lots of ‘unanswered questions’. The road(s) ahead feel challenging but then no path is ever easy..
'Free Will' Or 'Destiny'?
I used to think I have ‘Free Will’ but ‘spiritual awakening’ has changed that. It’s good if you can pick 'spirituality as the way of life'. This way, you look for answers in ‘spirituality’. Searching for answers in 'human mind alone' creates conflicts. 'Repeat numbers' help restore 'balance in life' (you can read my article on 'balancing of chakras under life purpose' section of this website). You may get asked to 'start-over' (based on your particular ‘spiritual awakening').
You can look @life and say 'it didn't go as planned. Do a dry run with the changes based on your own thoughts and see where it leads you' OR see ‘life where someone has protected you from making bad choices' and pick 'spirituality' as the next step of your life.
Can ‘Spiritual Awakening’ Become A ‘Trap’?
If your ‘spiritual awakening’ is anything like mine where you are asked ‘to let go of the past and start new on a new path(s)’ then you have to find ‘the new path’ fast. Pick a reasonably 'good career', make necessary compromises and move on. Going back after 'spiritual awakening' makes no sense but at the same time ‘if you don’t find path forward soon' then you get trapped in 'non sensical debates'. This can lead to more frustration.
I wish there was a more direct 'channel of communication'. It helps when things don't become clear with 'the signs'. 'Signs and their meaning' are written by very smart people (numerologists and astrologers) but not every 'chosen ones destiny' can be the same?
Final Comments:
What determines 'success' in life? Fate, God, Luck or Effort?
Effort is in our hands...
According to the psychics, ‘life gets determined before you are born’. I am not going to disagree with it based on my own life experiences (I am sure there are people who would disagree with me).
If what ‘psychics’ say is true, then, shouldn’t 'the universe perform sync up (spiritual awakening)’ the moment person is headed in the 'wrong direction'? People won’t waste precious time, life and energy on the 'wrong path'. Also, once ‘the sync up’ is done, shouldn’t life fall into place quickly? If you look for answers in 'spirituality', it'll tell you 'to wait for the divine timing, what you have started will bring results in10-20 years etc.' Although, my life ‘post spiritual awakening’ hasn’t turned out per predictions of 'psychics or the book of numerology’ but I have learnt to always stay open in life. You don’t really know what’s next😁
What if life doesn’t fall in place as per the predictions then should you disappear...
Or should you return back (Spiritual Awakening states... Separation ---> Transformation ---> Return)
Should you wait 10 -20 years for ‘the new life' or should you try and build life as 'transformed individual'? 'Spirituality' is very ‘interesting’. It makes you ‘think before decisions’ (Heart vs mind). Its purpose is not to create internal conflict within you or paralyze you from making decisions. In stead, it helps people make good decisions by helping them become better version of themselves.
‘Spirituality’ will always be part of my life irrespective of what I decide to do. Heart doesn't change. It wants what it wants! ‘Spiritual/ Angel messages’ will not change either. Their focus is ‘heart/ desires of the heart and higher consciousness’.
As I look @my life today, it could all have been different but then things happen for a reason🤔(Understanding karma/dharma and karmic debt is hard). Mind (commonsense) is not always wrong when put to constructive use.
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