Angel Message ‘123' After ‘Destiny 9' could mean...
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The Universe re-repeating itself?
Endless new beginnings
Destiny got redefined. 'The universe' wants you to go beyond 'the standard definition of destiny’ or
The person may have misunderstood something
The 3rd option is an interesting one. It may go against all 'heart centric (angel) life creation messages' but it is a distinct possibility. Here, the universe may ask you to go beyond ‘desires of your own heart’. 'Spiritual awakening is about destiny. It can also mean helping someone'. You probably had a feeling @some point during ‘spiritual awakening’. ‘Angel Message 1111’ goes into it.
When I was pursuing 'MS in physics' in another life😁, I found 'quantum mechanics' to be the hardest. It was hard because of the ‘complex nature of the math problems (loop within the loop)’. After 'spiritual awakening', I feel, 'life's loops' are much more complex. What makes them more challenging are feelings, emotions, heart, soul and consciousness😁In the '3rd option scenario', your life may appear 'complete waste to you’ but universe doesn’t see it that way. To the universe, it was a way ‘for soul to grow’ through various experiences.
'The universe’ took you for a ride. After the ride was over, it points you back to where it all started (‘nasty loop’ of the universe).
The 4th option can happen. It all depends on time spent in 'spiritual awakening'. 4th option is very similar to 3.
Most content on the 'internet' talks about ‘destiny' and what to do after that.
I wrote in my last blog I was beginning to see 'angel number 123' again. It came as a surprise to me after I had already reached 'destiny'. How many people can really claim ‘destiny' in a lifetime? I thought I was starting to see ‘angel message 123' since ‘my mind had refused to accept current choice of profession which I totally understand' (It’s okay with (heart based service)). 'The universe with angel message 123' wants me to stay on current path (path of heart connected to higher consciousness) and move into new beginning @my age🤔
'123' this late in life presents an interesting conundrum. My ‘spiritual awakening 8 years ago' pointed to me to 'an end of cycle and start of new on a new path'. I did that. '1' in '123' is just that (you let 'the past' go and 'start new on new path (spiritual or otherwise))'. An ethical '1' (path) should suffice the universe. Once you start on a 'new path', universe is supposed to 'arrange for growth experiences'. Spending '8’years in spiritual awakening on new path(s) and then see '123' again is an interesting move on the part of the universe. My mind thinks it's too late for 'fresh starts'. It may be time to compromise. Spirituality teaches us 'time is a relative thing and anything is possible (‘life of miracles')'🤔
About Myself:
I was born on March 29th (Aries) with life path and destiny of (3/3). Soon after birth, I experienced ‘name change'. This was, of course, done in consultations with spiritual leader. My name change equalled to different 'destiny (9)'. There are arguments as to whether 'destiny gets altered through name change'! I tend to agree with authors of the book 'Numerology: The Key To Inner Self' by Hans Decoz and Tom Monte. According to book, a name change done properly introduces 'elements of new destiny' into the life. This would make me 'life path (3) and destiny 3/9)'.
Life path (3) = 'creative communication' while destiny (3) = 'to inspire, motivate, heal and uplift people'. Destiny (9) = 'to reach higher state of consciousness and help others achieve spiritual awareness'. My day of birth (March 29th) points to connection with 'higher forces' (spiritual awakening’). This website was created to fulfill this exact purpose (I have discussed my life story in blogs before. I won't repeat it all here)
My 'spiritual awakening through repeat (angel) numbers' began in Nov' 2017 as I decided to leave for California for the 2nd time. My first move to California was almost (3) decades ago (from today) and it wasn't my choice. People with 'destiny 9' are known to suffer with 'family enmeshment issue'. My whole life, so far, is explained by it (I have touched on 'family enmeshment' in many blogs before. I don't intend to go into too much here).
In short, ‘Family Enmeshment’ is a dysfunctional family dynamic characterized by weak or nonexistent boundaries, resulting in emotional entanglement, lack of individual autonomy, and excessive interdependency. Family members, particularly parents and children, often share emotions, roles, and personal space, making it difficult to maintain a separate identity or independence. It is often mistaken for closeness, but it is driven by a need for control, often resulting in guilt-driven obligations. If not caught in time, 'FE can end a family tree'.
The 'Chosen Ones':
‘Chosen people' are not different from other people. It's just that 'their life has a higher purpose'. They are 'called' to fulfill it. 'Spiritual awakening' is one way to do it. People who see 'angel numbers' can be referred to as 'the chosen ones'. I learnt through 'spiritual awakening’, we don’t control everything (not at least the strategic stuff). You can always ‘force’ things but then there are consequences to it.
According to 'spirituality, thoughts create reality. Life is what we create. Actions have consequences’. If you are a 'chosen one, your thoughts probably did not turn into reality'. For ‘chosen ones, life begins with destiny'.
The 'chosen ones' life gets divided into two phases ('pre and post spiritual awakening’). Life of 'chosen one' is not easy. You may go without much of career or friends. Your family despises you. You get misunderstood a lot. People don't like you for (no apparent reason). The 'chosen ones suffer collapse of life'. This could trigger 'spiritual awakening' which leads them to their 'higher purpose'. Having been through myself, I believe 'the process of collapse of life to spiritual awakening to recovery' could easily wipe out decade or more of life (I have written an entire blog on 'the life of chosen ones')
'Cycles of life' writeup under the 'life purpose' section of this website goes into ‘7 (7 year cycles) of a normal human life'. It talks about exams @the end of every cycle. If one fails to pass 'exam’, it becomes difficult to pass exams in the next cycle as next cycle has exam of its own. If one continues to fail, they get 'expelled from the school of life'. They have to 'start over'. 'Highly spiritual people (old soul...destiny 9)' may only have one cycle as compare to '7 (7) year cycles for most people'. My 'spiritual awakening' happened way late (@end of 7 (7) year cycles).
Life of 'chosen one pre spiritual awakening feels like an expulsion from the school of life'. It is this experience that propels them into the 'life in next cycle' (or post spiritual awakening) on spiritual path (destiny '9'). Most content on the internet talks about it. It is not uncommon to see ‘people with spiritual awakening experience' quit their jobs/ careers and ‘own a spiritual practice'.
My 'spiritual awakening' happens to coincide with my 2nd move to California. Like others, I quit my old job/ career. I embarked on a 'new cycle of life with a new career and opened a heart based service (this website)'. The website shares my experience with 'angel numbers' and how it all led me to my 'life path and destiny'. Some of ‘the growth and expansion (of life)' as as written in books and discussed in the social media that I expected hasn't materialized yet. It could be because I have an 'old soul' or the 'higher purpose got redefined'.
I feel much better today than '8 years ago @the beginning of spiritual awakening or the start of collapse of my life in 2012' (side effect of 'spiritual awakening'). It also means 13 years of lost time, money and life! As many 'chosen ones', I feel left behind as compared to friends and coworkers. This loss of time, life and money ties well into my 'day of birth, life path, destiny, the mark 'M' on the palms of my hands (the crescent moon), predictions of a palm reader in my teenage years and writings in 'numerology''.
I have a Bachelor (physics) and MS (computer science). In the last (6) years, I came across (3) different opportunities where my life may have changed as discussed in the ‘numerology book’ but doors were shut the moment I (my thoughts) decided to go for them. My current (spiritual) path plus (1) of the (3) missed opportunities would have been game changer for my life. But, what do I know😁
Angel message '123' after (8) years of ‘awakening’ and 'destiny 9' is something new. The content on the 'net' doesn't address it. I am not saying creation of website and writing few blogs has fulfilled my ‘destiny or responsibilities as a spiritual person'. Becoming 'spiritual leader' is different. It requires lot more compromises. It also means speaking more from 'the heart + crown chakra'. I still speak a lot from 'solar plexus'. Change of that scale takes time (For more information on 'chakras', pls refer to the 'balancing of mind, body and soul article under the 'Life Purpose' section of this website).
'Spiritual awakening' is difficult and confusing. I call it 'a living paradox'. Healing is non linear. ‘Angel messages' are very encouraging. They help 'the discouraged get out of the funk'. It's amazing how messages relate to thought patterns and lead individuals to ‘soul path and mission'.
Spirituality is a ‘part of me' irrespective of what I decide to do. By the time (end of 2017), I had 'spiritual awakening', 'path of heart' had already failed me. Awakening highlighted many reasons to not go back to California as 'path of head led to an unfulfilled life'. The challenge has been ‘path forward'. Based on my age and experience, ‘pursuit of destiny (spiritual path) made all the sense to me'.
Family Enmeshment:
An ‘unknown force able to read thoughts’ had orchestrated my 1st move to California almost (3) decades ago while keeping ‘FE’ alive in my life. If it wasn’t for ‘this force’, I would have moved on with normal life like others. It’s the ‘same force’ that created havoc/ collapse in my life in 2012- 2014 (my 2nd shot @normal life). This led to 'spiritual awakening’. It’s very ironic while ‘spiritual awakening' blocked my 2nd move to California in 2017 keeping ‘FE’ the same, ‘FE’ (part of destiny 9) explains my 1st move to California😊
I thought ‘pursuit of destiny and creation of heart based service’ would change it. It hasn't worked out so far. In a ‘meshed family’, it is the family that makes decision for survival of everyone. Is it possible 'the universe' takes over @some point when family member tries to force separation? Things don't always go according to plan. We should plan to be surprised😊
Is it possible 'many chosen ones' disappear because after doing what ‘awakening’ asks them to do, their life doesn't quite change? They 'accept fate' and choose to disappear.
‘Spiritual awakening’ is very confusing. It can take long time before you figure things out.
Having spent ‘8’ years in spiritual awakening, I don't know why life is the way it is? Why things happen the way the they do? There is so much pain and suffering in the world. I look @my life. While I got pummeled, no one’s life got an upgrade. Life being difficult is ‘all human fault or is it universe or both'? I think it’s both. History is proof to while people commit acts of extreme generosity and do wonderful things, they can also be ‘extremely cruel @times’.
I don’t know why this happens. Does anyone 'think before what they do'. Can it all be changed by different 'thoughts and actions by the people and the universe'?
Final Comments:
'My Thoughts' Versus 'Thoughts Of The Universe':
My thoughts were simple: Career and family. I didn't know anything about 'cycles of life until spiritual awakening' (It's covered under the 'life purpose' section of this website). I expected life to go smooth like the '7(7) years cycles of life'.
Universe thoughts are ‘day of birth, life path, destiny, ‘spiritual awakening’, and ‘Family Enmeshment’.
My life, so far, has been more like 'the universe thoughts than my own thoughts'.
My life is not a sob story (I am going to be fine). If my life was ‘normal’, I would have accomplished everything (family, kids and safety net) by now and would probably be headed into retirement. Life didn't turn out that way. 'Pre and post spiritual awakening’ hasn't changed it yet. Think of it this way. If life was 'normal', you wouldn’t be having 'spiritual awakening'. If you are, then, your life was 'not normal'. Understand it and make the best of your situation✌️
Question : What should you do next? Should you play 'another 123 with the universe’ or go own way whatever that might be? Should you opt for 'commonsense' approach?
Every time I saw 'angel message 234', I tried to be 'creative and come out with a new solution'. Should you even try to be creative and try different path(s) when universe can 'read thoughts' and goes back to '123'? Remember, 'destiny 9' also stands for 'multiple endings and closings' in a lifetime.
I feel ‘if my awakening was about letting go of the past and move on to new cycle of life of growth and expansion (spiritual and personal) while continuing on 'the path of heart connected to higher consciousness’ then I should have accomplished 'my goals' by now’. My life should have changed in 2019, 2022 and 2025 but 'an unknown force' stopped it from materializing. In stead, it's becoming 'new 123' as 'family enmeshment' has remained the same?
I am looking @3 life choices. None of them are perfect but they are all better than ‘ending up alone or disappearing'🤔
My day of birth, life path and destiny talk about 'career as a healer'. Healing is a 'non standard career’. I am very thankful to 'my spiritual awakening'. It's been a 'great source of recovery and inspiration'. I'll continue to work on this website and help 'create spiritual awareness'. I also believe 'there's no substitute for real job' unless 'spiritual path becomes more practical'.
If one chooses to follow ‘the path of a religious/ spiritual leader' then that's different.
After ‘‘spiritual awakening and understanding of spiritual laws', moving back to California made no sense. At the same time, continuing in New England with another '123' after ‘8 years of awakening’ defies logic and commonsense.
My ‘spiritual awakening’ happened in 2017. I feel ‘the universe' has been following my life since I was born. I learnt through ‘spirituality that thoughts create reality and yet my thoughts never turned into reality’. That’s gist of It. It is because ‘I had higher purpose (destiny)’. How would person know about ‘the destiny’? That’s where ‘spiritual awakening’ comes into play. The universe ‘controls timing of it' just it controls everything else. What if, the person gets to ‘his/her destiny’ as explained in ‘pseudoscience’ but then ‘the universe changes (destiny)’ itself?
'Family Enmeshment is a nasty loop'. While
psychics (and others) talk about it, they admonish you to get out of it.
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