Master Destiny Number 11/2

Yours is the most highly charged Expression number of all.

You are like a lightning rod, attracting powerful ideas, intuitions and even psychic information like unpredictable bolts. You are a powerful presence. You are a channel of higher vibrations. But in order to be emotionally and psychologically @peace, you must learn to control that flow of energy. You possess the bridge between the conscious and unconscious. The problem is unconscious is an infinite resource, while the conscious , is a limited area. The two are @odd unless they learn to live in harmony with each other. This is where the control comes in. Until you are able to control the flow of energy from this infinite resource, you may feel like victim of its whimsy thrown about by emotional turmoil and nervous tensions.

Your special mission is to recognize and use your creativity, intuition, and healing abilities for the benefit of humanity as a whole. You can achieve this in a multitude of ways—eliciting an emotional response through dance, music, or art. Working one-on-one or in groups with various healing modalities. Or you can write, entertain, teach.

Remember, you are a double 1 (leadership, confidence) and yet also a 2 (harmony, love). So you come with some special challenges to fulfill your mission. A 2 Life Path will go out of their way to avoid being in the spotlight. A 2 is most at peace and satisfied when they’re taking the reins behind the scenes. The 11 pushes you into the spotlight and this will have some disconcerting effects on you. You’ll feel as though nothing you do is ever quite enough. You’ll have a nervous energy that you just can’t control. You’ll lean toward impatience and criticism (toward yourself and others) and arm-wrestle with self-doubt.

You have always sensed that you are different. You are enormously sensitive and aware, especially as a child. For most of your upbringing, however, you did not realize that other people did not possess the same sensitivity as yours. This caused a great reservoir of emotion that was dammed up behind an inability to express your feelings, even to yourself. For this reason, most 11 Expressions have difficult childhood. Your extreme sensitivity made you very shy as a child. This usually manifests in adulthood as hesitation and acute vulnerability. You are very careful about sharing your feelings with others, and about choosing your friends.

If you’re to embrace this Destiny number, you’ll do battle with a fairly hefty ego, which is ironic because you volley from feeling totally inferior to loftily superior; back and forth. This number sets you up for inspired leadership and achievement. Yet you’ll most likely feel as though you’re jumping through rings of fire to get there.

You might even think of yourself as “The Wounded Healer,” because your life provides you with plenty of obstacles to get your footing, embrace your high level of spirituality and intuition, and then act upon your gifts in a solid and practical way that will bring your message to the masses. This Destiny number requires that you build and use your emotional psychic shield daily or you’ll become so emotionally wounded you won’t have the strength or fortitude to fulfill your mission.

You are an idealistic, impractical, and at times disorderly. You are often unrealistic in your expectations. Your reasons for doing things are usually born of a mixture of logic, emotion and intuition, which can rarely be explained satisfactorily to your more rational associates. A balanced 11 is the oner of the most unique and impressive of all people. It is gifted with insight and illumination, which it can transmit to others. This makes you a natural teacher in whatever area you enter.

Sources:

Felicia Bender (https://feliciabender.com/)

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